Last Day..

How happy could I be..Today is my last day at work..hahaha..I have
cleared all my stuff and documents.The only thing left to do is to
brief my colleague on my tasks so that the new staff will know what to
do..or worst..I might be needed for a few days to teach her
around...Yikes~!..The worst part to come; I HAVEN'T GET MY PAYCHECK
YET!!! now is 13:46 while am happily blogging in the office.Lets pray
that I will be able to get my paycheck before 15:00 today..Darn~!!...how could they do this to me!!

My..my... am gonna miss much of the nescafe tarik,roti bakar, roti
canai that accompany me for my 8 months here as my breakfast...*sob* *sob*

Days Left: 0 (muahahahhaha.....)

The Truth is not the Truth ; Fake...

What is when the truth you been told is not the truth and you somehow felt that does it really important for you to know the truth and somehow you asked yourself where does sincerity and honesty stand nowadays and does it still exist in every humble human being. Does it make what seems real suddenly seems fake and why do 'Fake-ness' exist in this world? Was it,so that human being could shield what they are a shame of or somehow to make themself feel better? Would you buy the story that you have been told or you will somehow insist for the veracity? does it really matter in one life to know the truth? Tell me about it...if is meant for you to know you will or else ,there are things better to be left unknown....


Days Left: 3

Little Things..

After living together for 22 years.This is the first time..my very first time to felt it.To be honest..it feels different..


Days Left : 5

Mess Up..

Totally mess up.Thoughts running around in this "friggin-****(fill in the blank yourself)-up-mind" of mine.Have you ever been in a situation where there are things which is best to be left unknown but somehow you have come to know it and deep down inside you wish that in the first place,you never have come across about it so that you will not be in a situation where you are now and the only thing you wish to do now is to forget about it but you can't and you somehow wanted to find out the truth about it? Yeah..totally mess up...



Days left : 7

Sleep...

I slept on the floor last night instead of my cozy and comfortable bed.I woke up this morning with a stiff neck and painful arm together with a pair of sleepy eyes....

Happy birthday to a lovely sis of mine,Magg.Hope you had a wonderfulday of coz.Stay bubbly and pretty and sexy always *wink* ...


Days left: 9

Illusion.....

Once the star that seems to be so bright is getting dimmer.Was it my illusion or was it that the star has lost it brightness.I hope it was my illusion....


Days left : 11

Counting & Counting....

Am counting and counting the remaining days for me to move my ass from office.Yup..this will be the last month.After this month am officially jobless.anyone out there wanna hire me?? went for an interview yesterday, but still have to wait for them to call me up *sigh* hate this part.Why can't they just let you know if you manage to get the job? it will be good the know on the spot.At least I won't be anticipating for them to call me for the second interview..*argh..*..

Other than counting the days to leave office, am counting the days when i will be able to see Eric again.Can't wait for you to be back, cause we have lots of things to eat up (i mean other than catch up *grin*).. I bet you are counting the days too right? haha..yeah yeah..i remember, we gonna go and eat the noodle at pandan indah first.oh ya, but you have to remember to bring back what i want from aussie ya mate!~ keke...

A month more to Chinese New Year : additional information for bloggers,those who are born in the year of Boar, sorry to say - 2005 is a very bad year. Be extra careful in what ever things you do.I mean if you do believe in 'feng shui', if you don't, good for you mate!~ As for me, every year is a good year, it depends how you make it turn out to be.

Days left : 15

Black & White...

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everything-is-black-and-white-today-cause-my-eyes-are-painful-and-it-feels-like-they-gonna-pop-out-from-their-socket.Stupid-headache!

2005 - New Beginning

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"When tears are pouring,
When cries of why are roaring,
When expression of sympathy can only
lessen a bit of the burden of the lonely,
there is a lesson to every woman and man,
to care when you can."

-Morten Lundal-
The Star Jan 1,2005

Wishing everyone out there a Happy and Peaceful year - 2005

Specially dedicated to Ann,Happy Birthday to you.May this year be a successful year to you in every espects of life.Enjoy your day!