Malaysia Hit by Tidal Waves...

27122004

Saw the news this morning "Waves of Death" - The Star ; never come across my mind that it will happen in Malaysia.One must wonder why our very peaceful country will be hit by such disaster since the earthquake happen in Sumatra.It was the tidal waves that killed so many in Malaysia. What cause the tidal waves to reach the shore of Malaysia? In every earthquake that happens, not all is capable of producing tidal waves. Only those that is over 7.7 on the Ritcher scale is capable to do so.And for the one that happen is Sumatra, is 9.02 on the Ricther scale. That is why the tidal waves causes such a huge impact. This earthquake is consider as the fifth largest earthquake since 1900 and the largest since 1964.

How you can help ?
Donations can be made to help the quake victims by :
1. Cheques can be made out to the Malaysian Red Cresent Society (MRCS) and marked Tidal Waves Victims at the back of the cheques to be forwarded to the National Press Club (NPC) or to any of the MRCS offices.
Inquiries can be directed to 03-4257 8122.

2. Mercy is appealing for public support in the form of cash and cheques for further deployment to affected areas (Indonesia). Cheque contributions can be made out to Mercy Humanitarian Fund, with “South-East Asia
Earthquake Appeal” written on the back of the cheques. Donations can be deposited directly to Mercy Malaysia Maybank Account No: 5621 7950 4126. All donations are tax exempted.

Do check out newspaper or broadcast news for more info and updates on the tragedy.

My condolences goes to all the family that was hit by this tragedy.
Fong Shang, if you are reading this, please sms me or give me a call to let me know you are alright.I have been trying to contact you since morning.

My Only....

26122004

14 years back, am the most happy sister in the world cause I was blessed with a younger brother whom is so cute and adorable. No one can resist the chubby and rosy cheek of his.




This is a picture of him when he was younger.

And today, is his 14th birthday.Wishing you a very wonderful birthday and may you be bless in every single thing that you do.Though there are times when you really make me heart ache..but i guess the good and happy times had shadow all the bad ones.

Happy Birthday Andrew!!


And this is the ever grown up picture of him..

Hope you have a wonderful day...

With love,
Your sister

When You're Gone...

21122004

Hold on to love, This is what I do
Now That I've found you
And from above,everything's stinking
When they're not around you
And in the night, I could be helpless
I could be lonely, sleeping without you
And in the day, everything is complex
There's nothing simple, when I'm not around you
I miss you when you're gone
This is what I do
And it's going to carry on
That is what I knew

Hold on to my hands
I feel I'm sinking, sinking without you
And to my mind everything's stinking
Stinking without you
And in the night, I could be helpless
I could be lonely, sleeping without you
And in the day, everything is complex
There's nothing simple, when I'm not around you
And I miss you when you're gone
This is what I do
And it's going to carry on
That is what I knew

-=Cranberries=-

Rough Year ...

14122004

Pay you my last respect.But i just don't know why,did not dare to see you for the last time.Of all the funerals I attended,you are the only one that i did not dare to look at, lying motionless in your casket.I guess is what that hit me hard in the Oncology ward that makes me have this fear.But somehow, am glad that you finally move.Is for the better sometimes.Yeah,sometimes..

I will be here again tonight for the final time.To see you for the one last time.Mom and the three of us will miss you dearly.....

It has been a rough year, attended 3 funerals in 4 months time.

Long GoodBye...

14122004

12:12 pm

Mama just passed away today...

A letter to Mama...

13122004

Dear Mama,

The moment I walked into the Oncology ward and saw you.You gave me the biggest shock in my life.I would never imagine seeing you this way and obviously not in this place.A sms from MY sis in the morning hour was really a distress.Is so heartrending to know that there is nothing the doctor can do about it other then feeding you with morphin to ease your pain.I hope you could leave earlier then being in the bed like now, suffering the pain from this condition.Cherish your days with your family and loved ones.Hope in your coming life, you will lead a better one.Love you always; Jenny...

Mama (no,is not my mum.she is my pet sis's mum) was diagnosed with liver cancer on October and now she's leaving.She's only in her fifthies.Seeing her in the Oncology hit me hard! and i meant "REAL HARD"..you live, you grow old and you die, that is the nature process.But now is - you live, you grow, you had disease, you die! Am started to learn that dearest leave now and then.The very moment in the ward, I promise myself am gonna quit smoking for good.And this time around am not gonna pick it back as what happen before.Why?? Cause am afraid??No,Don't get me wrong am not afraid to die.Dying is just a process that everyone have to go through and is just a matter of time.All I want is just to spend more time with people i love and care about.If lying in the bed; is me, people that surround it;is my loved ones and family, i will know exactly how they felt and i would not want them to go through that.

But why only smoking? What about alcohol consumption? Other unhealthy stuff? My answer; I don't know. Out of the sudden it just hit me hard that i have to quit smoking and enjoy my life with some others things.Life is always beautiful aint it.

Am working all alone today in the office as my coll took a day leave.Been freaking busy the moment i step into the office till now,this very moment,but find myself clicking to this blog of mine to update since it have been dead for a few days.I will try my best to update more often..

** A sincered belated birthday wish to AD,a very happy belated birthday to you.May you have a wonderful and bless life ahead of you**

Am in Love...

09122004

Yup, am in love..so in love..with my new collections of mp3s in the office.Thanks a million to Paul, who pass me all the songs.Those songs mostly all are my favourite, though most of it are old songs, but what-the-heck..cause i love them.Need to burn it all out..all of my mp3s before am leaving the office....

All the best to Yeeng for the final paper..enjoy your holiday after that...*huggies*

Arrgghh..Xmas Xmas is here!!!!

06122004

Arghh....Xmas is just around the corner and am stuck here with no plan..the earlier plan had been cancel due to certain circumstances.*sigh* am sad sad sad!!!!!!!!!
i desperately need a holiday.

A Good Cause...

02122004

Step 1. Grab your cell phone

Step 2. Type the msg HHH
Step 3. Send to 32111

You will be donating MYR 1 to charity..

Is only MYR 1, but it does make it different

The Morning Crew (in case you don't know who are they) - from Hitz.fm are trying to collect MYR 10,000 for two charity house