Worst...

10092004

The most lousy day of my year. This year had not being any better ain't it.The cough, the sore throat did not get any better.Down with fewer again this morning, yet still am forcing myself to work (heck..it sounds am so respondsible) but what is worst, that by the time of 1530 am at home again lying on my bed.The only thing i had force down my tummy is the glass of nescafe ice and roti kosong i had for breakfast.Am feeling so so numb.Aint have any enthusiasm for food.Been sleeping for the entire afternoon and it does not make me feel any better when I woke up at 2000.The worst feeling I ever had.The only thing I crave the most is a HUG, yet I can't get any. The only comfort I get was a postcard from MJ.Thanks a million for brighten up my gloomy day.It suddenly makes me misses you so so much.Hope I will be able to be down soon to meet you up again.

The weekend is here.Partying, clubbing, drinking session is not what am looking forward too.Looking forward in seeing Ted again this sunday.Am just hoping that I will get well soon.Pray for me please??

TZR: sorry for making you to take public transport back home today..