Malaise..

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Am in a very uncomfortable,un-conscious and malaise state.Physically and mentally.Which I do not know what is wrong with me and my health.It has been going on and off with my sickness.With the flu,fever,sore throat, cough i had for two months or more which i could not remember, would not seems to bugged off from my body.Recently been having constant headache from day to night ; night to day, having chest pain and difficult in breathing with some slight sharp pain in my ear and now am having some smoky black vision now and then flashing through my eyes.Once in a while get up from bed in a malaise state.Gosh! what is wrong with me.Only realise that some of the symptoms am having are pretty close to one thing.Thanks to my buddy Kevin, as some of the symptoms i had are pretty closed to those with bronchitis.Am i having bronchitis? I hope not.But one thing am sure is that am desperately in need of help and rest.

This morning with the state am, i had to be in office an hour early.Seems is not my day today, while i was on the way to work, meet with an accident with two motorcyclists which is not my fault.Though not much damage was done, but my car still suffer so minor "bruises" and thank god that the man only suffer minor scratches.Get to my office,only to found out that they (my bosses and seniors) was late and i waited 30 minutes for them outside the office.Later on of the day, i was told to move from my current place to a new cubicle which had two blower of air condition directly on top of me. While busy buzzing myself with work and waiting for my lunch time; 1330, my senior told me to had my lunch an hour earlier which was his lunch time; 1230.Move my head, look at the clock and guess what? is already way past 1230.this is the second day in a row i was told to had my lunch hour in a last minute notice.Which resulting me, not having my lunch at all.

At this current moment, all i wanted to do is to drag myself back home..drive safely back and lay myself on my bed.cause am really really in a state which i can't describe myself and it feels like it will probably cause my tears to roll down my check.